Thursday, April 8, 2010
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Just had a long conversation with my bestie which made me realized certain things. We were talking about our encounters in school when we were younger and how we were ostracised.
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Sometimes I wonder why I have such a different life compare to everybody else. Why I must went through all those ordeals and hardships while other kids were having lots of fun together. I've been always the odd one out while in school. I could never be categorized.
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I didn't like to talk about the cutest guys in school. I didn't like to bitch about other girls. I didn't have any common interest with any other girls around... So lots of girls didn't like me. I was betrayed. backstabbed. bitched. And even ostracised. Of course there are always some kind souls that brought me lots of happiness too.
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But tough times help me grow stronger and faster. And eventually I realized there r people who r like me that grow up in an extraordinary way and they never confirm to normality. These are the people who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss and found their way out of depths. These people have an appreciation. A sensitivity and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.
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I'm not alone after all. I may be the odd one out but I'm living such an extraordinary and splendid life. That's enough to fill me with bliss.
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All the tears and struggles did not go to waste. Powerful an fearless. Yes I feel that way.
