Wednesday, April 14, 2010
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just came back from Melaka... It's such a wonderful trip:) We've been eating like starved dogs especially the night at the portugees seafood place and I feel like I'm becoming a real fat ass. BURP. Poor puppy was forced to take 300+ photos for me within two days. Hiak hiak hiak... miss the mesmerizing sea view from the hotel room and the feeling of absolute freedom and serenity. miss the late night town investigation and the breeze blowing through the car window. miss the late night desserts and people watching... man... I want to go traveling again.
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The ticket to Shanghai has already booked for me but I'm not sure when I should come back. A few weeks seem too long and unbearable for me. I miss grandparents and I want to spend more time with them since I haven't go back for ages. But something in Sg is always holding me back. That is love... At the same time I'm very excited to travel coz going to Shanghai feels like traveling for me. Never been to the partying scene there may be I might end up partying a lot at the most fabulous and infamous clubs! No. No. My mission is to be a good girl and accompany my grandparents 24/7 till the day I leave.
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You know, the feeling of living far away from my loved ones SUCK. Sometimes I dream about my grandparents and waking up with tears in my eyes... In fact I can visit them whenever I want to but I would feel so heartbroken every time I leave. It's not purely due to the reason that I can't stand leaving them. It's due to the fact that I can't stand them missing me. So I think if I'm not around all the time the emotional attachment could be weakened so that they won't spend their time in sorrow missing me. Also, my grandparetns can't come and live with me due to poor health. I really don't know what I should do... I just want them to be happy.
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I should be happy. At least I'm going to see them soon.
